ok. I definitely need to get back to voice training. I got to sorta head voice and stopped. And whatever I'm doing, is really straining my voice. By the evening my throat feels really straining.

#TransVoice #Trans #TransFemme #Voice #VoiceTraining

as a small introduction,
i am oda, full name odarka, use it/its or feminine words to refer to me and describe me as object, thing, machine, device, piece.
something along the lines of "robot girl" will do, but i do appreciate more original and diverse ways to describe and compliment my nonhumanity and femininity.
i am also transmisogyny affected and transfeminist
i never kinkshame, don't have a dni and always have open dm's
#transfeminism #transfemme #transfeminine #demigirl #transfem #transgirl

Have been off of Mastodon for a bit.

Life's been going well. I'm rebounding from breakups better, I'm liking how my body is developing more-and-more, am growing more comfortable than ever as a sexual being, and recently hit 20 months of #HRT . I also have backups in case shit truly hits the fan.

I'm prepared to protest and raise hell when I can do so safely and #transition peacefully no matter what. Give me E or give me death!

I'm also fully-prepared to seek asylum if any country opens it for #trans peeps like me.

I've also determined that surgeries are in my future, either in this country or wherever I end up seeking asylum in (which country opens the border first).

I wonder what today's conservative/transphobes would think of this "baby jesus" very much in drag...
Legend has it that it was a "taking jesus" with whom one of the nuns of the convent had long conversations.
#Religion #Myths #transfemme #iconography #Drag #DragJesus #Basphemy #ComeAtMe

I don't remove my body/leg hair to become a woman (because women can have body/leg hair).

I remove my body/leg hair to become _me_.

“sorry madam, you need to wear a headscarf in the mosque”

(a) eww, misogyny (b) so gender affirming!

I was traumatised and tortured by testosterone poisoning.

I'm in a touristy area, and yes, it's very annoying that the stall sellers are calling you over.

But damn, being called "madam" never gets old for making a part of me smile.

“I don't think the best part about looking in the mirror after transition is that I see a woman.

I think the best part is that I see me”

Oof. So much this.

I'm trans, so speaking about myself in the past is... complicated .

When speaking about a person in German, you have to mostly specify the person's gender.

This brought to you by me saying "I was a python programmer, well programmer"

transitioning has made me more confident (& happier obv). OTOH I sometimes feel nervous and self conscious (eg at a conference talk I gave today). What's up with that?

Maybe just more aware of my body and emotions, causing the nervousness? More aware of past history/trauma?

oh great, am i developing voice dysphoria now.

my own fault really, I sorta ignored voice training. I learned head voice (certainly by straining my voice), then then got lazy

it always warms my heart, when i, as a trans woman, see cis women, and cis queer women, with pro-trans stickers/merch etc.

feel like I've unlocked a new wave/next step of gender euphoria. this is awesome.

me: “OK I'll try reading _Welcome to Dorley Hall_, the presmise is pretty silly, but hey, let's see”

me: *reads a few chapters*

me: “OK this is hitting me in places and running around my head”