#Introduction again, It’s been more than 2 years since I’ve used this account, and so much has changed: Mostly the whole world went to shit, and my #ChronicAnxiety has developed into #PanicDisorder these 2 things may be linked

So, Hi I’m River a 38 year old #trans woman,
I started to #transition 4 years ago now.
I’ve been on (effective) HRT for 2 years now, before I wasted 14 months on an ineffective dose, in fact my estrogen levels were lower on HRT than before I started, the worst thing is I let my doctors get away with gaslighting me for over a year.
More urgent is that we find ourselves in a full on dystopia, fuck this is a weird situation, especially after I started my transition with so much optimism, but my second puberty has turned into as much of a nightmare as the first.
Plus now I’m going to spend the rest of my life at war with the government over my most basic fucking dignity


I’ll start talking about my interests again as soon as I’m not housebound from being over medicated 